The Loser

Our souls are the keeper of all things and how much pain it can tolerate is a true test of our emotions. So many things can trigger the hurt, even the words of a song can expose our deepest closets and torture our most private emotions and longings. Someone leaves us, someone is taken away, someone we thought loved us is not who we thought they were, someone we thought was cool and we had a click with casts us aside like we were nothing, all of these things we must endure becomes part of our inner realm of who we are and what we become. Sadness, resentfulness, heartlessness, but most of all fear of what might get inside us chases what good there may be away, because we no longer want to take that chance, we no longer believe in the good, we are tired of the pain, so we just let go, easier to end something before it starts, easier to look the other way and forget about it, before it gets too deep, but walking away only adds to our wall of stubborness, our fear of loving, our fear of feeling even the slightest thing that stirs an emotion, but yes it is easier not to care, easier not to feel, but in the end who is the loser?

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